stormtrooper girl

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I did the thing where you free-write while listening to songs just for how long the song is, prompted by the lyrics or whatever. I only did 4 songs because I got very, very tired. These take place in the world of my own story. None of this is technically canon; just good practice - I mean, some of the events happen this way, but they'll be written differently in canon for sure. Much, much differently. Still. Good practice. Very good practice. I will be doing this again.

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gift of the river

Borodin's Polovtsian Dances (i think) 12 is such a gorgeous thing to listen to.

I love how the low notes gradually creep up towards the high ones. So...pretty... ;~;

I think one of my novel characters has been giving me her dreams, though. Or maybe it's just my cold. Either way, people die in bizarre manners.
suspect your elders

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last night i dreamt i'd forgotten my name
'cause i sold my soul but woke just the same
i'm so lonely, i wish i was the moon tonight

god bless me, i'm a free man
with no place free to go
paralyzed and collared tight, no pills for what i fear...


If the sun should rise tomorrow
And burn us all away
We'd be safe from danger - we won't be led astray
I can leave behind my order
And you, your disarray
If you'd only get behind me and let me lead the way.

There's not a soul that stands between us
Just the wild and the refined
And if the light should not receive us
It's only 'cause we're blind.


Oh shit. Where the fuck is my "Felicity" master? See, this is what I mean about losing shit. Paper with passwords on it? Annoying, but just get them e-mailed. The odd gas station receipt? Happens to everybody; oh, boo, you don't get to write-off ten bucks or something. But if I am losing music shit, I officially fail at life.

I'm over-reacting- I'm sure it's simply in the other CD binder; not the one I thought it'd be in. But I am trying to organize my personal music projects, and having to fish through another box for a 5+ years old master is not really conducive to that.

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I spend way too much time thinking about the little ways in which life is cruel.

...You guys. The word for "fear of long words" is fourteen syllables long! How can you even tell people what your deal is without crumbling to a pile on the floor?
stormtrooper girl

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The newly revamped Predatory Phoenix is really coming together. In my head. I still, ya know, need a binder to actually start writing stuff, because I'm crazy like that.

Tabitha Morgenstern is getting her own book. (it is meant to be an 8-book novel) Why? Becase she is awesome. She is like one part adorkable to one part classy BAMF. I think...I think being around too much destruction and corruption just...makes people that way.

I'm drawing pictures of her now. I'll try to find a way to upload them later, which will probably involve my brother's iPhone somehow because I don't think there's a scanner in this house.

This part of the post is really just for my own reference...
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[01:21] thisisagentwhite: I ... I can't seem to eat in a civilized manner
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: I tear shit apart
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: i have these mangoes
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: normally one cuts a mango up
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: I skin it with my bare hands and suck the flesh straight off the pit like a real man