Borodin's Polovtsian Dances (i think) 12 is such a gorgeous thing to listen to.
I love how the low notes gradually creep up towards the high ones. So...pretty... ;~;
I think one of my novel characters has been giving me her dreams, though. Or maybe it's just my cold. Either way, people die in bizarre manners.
last night i dreamt i'd forgotten my name
'cause i sold my soul but woke just the same
i'm so lonely, i wish i was the moon tonight
god bless me, i'm a free man
with no place free to go
paralyzed and collared tight, no pills for what i fear...
If the sun should rise tomorrow
And burn us all away
We'd be safe from danger - we won't be led astray
I can leave behind my order
And you, your disarray
If you'd only get behind me and let me lead the way.
There's not a soul that stands between us
Just the wild and the refined
And if the light should not receive us
It's only 'cause we're blind.
Don't listen to "Oh Comely" by Neutral Milk Hotel when your brain is really slash-saturated. Just...don't.
Oh shit. Where the fuck is my "Felicity" master? See, this is what I mean about losing shit. Paper with passwords on it? Annoying, but just get them e-mailed. The odd gas station receipt? Happens to everybody; oh, boo, you don't get to write-off ten bucks or something. But if I am losing music shit, I officially fail at life.
I'm over-reacting- I'm sure it's simply in the other CD binder; not the one I thought it'd be in. But I am trying to organize my personal music projects, and having to fish through another box for a 5+ years old master is not really conducive to that.
I spend way too much time thinking about the little ways in which life is cruel.
...You guys. The word for "fear of long words" is fourteen syllables long! How can you even tell people what your deal is without crumbling to a pile on the floor?
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: I ... I can't seem to eat in a civilized manner
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: I tear shit apart
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: i have these mangoes
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: normally one cuts a mango up
[01:21] thisisagentwhite: I skin it with my bare hands and suck the flesh straight off the pit like a real man